I can’t stand up for things I believe in. Last Saturday my friend’s father made a slightly homophobic joke and I didn’t stand against it. And in the same week this guy calls people who cut themselves ‘ugly’. And I’m lying in bed just thinking about this stuff and I keep making up these things I could say to them, but it’s too late and I can’t fix it. I wish I could gather the courage to do this when I’m actually in the moment and be proud of myself for defending something I believe in and idk fix small problems in my community instead of floating in the background. I seriously need to rip off the curtain that prevents me from doing things I’m proud of.
lol catching fire trailer lol lol no nno stpo and 50th anniversary the day after fuck you NOnoNONononoNONonONonONOnonO o ya and to make my day even more emotional my crushes prom pics came out and what is homework when you cant even control the emotions
I just need to let this this out.
January 29, 2013
I tried posting the first time and I clicked return and it just posted, okay, awkward, it never existed. So school is really bumming me out…….asfdlkfsd And recently we have a college prep meeting and it just made me even more depressed because I have terrible grades. And also this year I’ve been so mixed up about my crushes and I’m just getting over people so quickly and starting ones so fast and taking one crush up another level. It’s terrible and I’m eating myself up, but I can’t express these feelings without feeling like a complete dumbass and obsessive creep. ALSO I STARTED SUPERNATURAL AND IT’S FANTASTIC. JENSEN ACKLESADFAFDAFADDDDDDASDKLFJASLFKSAKLDNZCMVN,MXCV,MXNV,MXNV,CMXN,VN,MZNVC,Mjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj. I also like this popup update thing, EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT IT OVERRIDES MISSING E AND I AM PISSED AND SOMETIMES IT DOESN’T WORK BECAUSE MY INTERNET IS CRAP AND AFTER I REBLOG SOMETHING IT JUST SCROLLS BACK TO THE POST, SO WHEN I SCROLL DOWN IT SHOOT BACK TO THE POST, DOES IT HAPPEN TO ANYONE ELSE
what if you could link your microwave with your phone and when it’s done instead of beeping like a bomb it could send you a joke BASED ON YOUR FOOD
i dont remember what i did from 12 - 3pm.
LATKAS ARE REALLY GOOD. OML. I JUST HAD ONE AND IT TASTES AMAZIN.
January 14, 2013
Text post super early in the morning. Don’t know if anyone is going to read this (or care). Hi, so I JUST finished homework at 1 AM which is not a good start of the week. It’s also freezing and I can almost see my breath. My cats are gay. I have 2. We thought one was a guy the other was a girl, but we found out that they were both guys. It’s really adorable. Ugh I tried to queue to 250 this weekend, but Internet is crappy and goes like REBLOG FAILED every other time. I’m also going to be busy this week like any other week and will be relying on my queue. WhEn IS FRIdAy
I’m doing this thing where you write about one good thing that happened to you every day and seriously the only things I’ve talked about is how I got to stare at my crushes for longer than the regular 2 seconds before they look up and make direct eye contact with me.
December 31, 2012
This year was so stressful. I feel that it’s going to be even harder in 2013 though…jeez I am scared. OKAY SO THIS YEAR I DECIDED NOT TO WATCH THE BALL DROP. Because I live in PST and it’s just ridic watching a ball drop 3 hours before and you have to see that recorded from an earlier telecast shit. Anyways, I’m watching Monsters, Inc. C:
December 26, 2012
Winter Break is going by so fast. I still have Chemistry homework OVER WINTER BREAK. My school has the worst chemistry department. There is only 1 good teacher out of 5. All of the people I know who don’t have that one teacher are basically clueless and some are even failing and they decide to give homework that no one fucking understands. Who the fuck does that? Whatever, BUT DOCTOR WHO YOU GUYS. WHO APPROVES OF CLARA? I DO. OH MY GOSH I WAS GETTING FEELS (like I do in everything, but that doesn’t matter). She is perfect and when she’s like IT’S SMALLER ON THE OUTSIDE. I don’t know how to explain1&:910&:$:$:& And I also watched Pitch Perfect for the fourth time…I never rematch movies, what is happening? It’s just I’m obsessed with the cup thing Anna /Becca did and had been practicing without the singing because I can’t sing. Also, Skylar/Jesse holy fuck I’ve been crushing too hard on that guy. And Fat Amy/Fat Patricia oml lesbian-est she is amazing. help
The Doctor may have saved the world, but he didn’t save me…
December 23, 2012
Today the power went out. I mean, not for the bathroom or the microwave, JUST MY INTERNET. My shit bag Internet box has been so fucking moody this year. I’m so fucking done with this “high-speed Internet” bullshit. Anyway, the Harry Potter group at my school did Secret Snape (which is basically Secret Santa, but we used Snape because HP and also because we have a high concentration of Jewish kids). I got this little penguin plush and it is adorable. ALSO DOCTOR WHO GUYS OH MY LORD DDJDJDJDJEJHDBDVEBEBEBDB
December 20, 2012
Welp, New Zealand isn’t dead yet…fuck. Okay, so I’m watching this TV show called Touch and it’s the cutest thing in the world. There are so many people in one show and sometimes there are these continuing story lines about this one kid. omg i can’t explain and at the end you find out how they’re all connected…BUT Kiefer Sutherland is the main character and in this one episode he goes into a shop and is like ‘I NEED A GUN’ and the other guy is like ‘DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW TO USE ONE?’ I died. I know some of you might not get it, but after watching 24 and watching all those guns being held by Kiefer on that show is ridiculous and that just made me laugh. I WATCHED PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER AND IT WAS SO FELL-Y 24/7 FEELS AND THE SOUNDTRACK IS BEAUTY.